searching for a soul trapped in a coma

When numbness takes over your body and you shake in unbearable shock how do you continue the simple act of breathing? How do you hold your head up high as tears free fall from knowing eyes? Each step weightedy by pain as your heart lays scrambled, dripping faith and hope like a faulty faucet. Saying that your hurt is so Mich an understatement. But theEnglish language really has no term or word suitable for the gut wrenching horror that comes from a life lesson so harsh as heartbreak such as this. When the flow of tears finally subsides my soul is still weeping inside. I pray that it gently slips into a coma.... blissfully unaware and untouchable hiding onside its self. Hiding deep inside me. Please bring me the peaceful surrender of detachment. For I have a heart that loves too completely